I have been very high strung lately and I have had a horrible bout with my depression.
I probably should have gone to the nut hut but I tried to fix it myself. I am still having a lot of trouble so i thought I would come here and write a little bit hopefully it will help me a little.
I have cut my legs so badly that I don't even know if I will be able to ever wear shorts again. I tried to slit my wrist but I could find the courage to press down hard enough to get the job done (thankfully). I have been having horrible flashbacks and nothing is helping to stop them. I am not sleeping well at all because of the nightmares which is adding so much more stress on top of every thing. I don't know what to do anymore I don't know how much longer I can handle the PTSD I just don't know or trust myself right now. I hope I figure it out soon.
I am sorry you had to read my rambling writing I just don't know what to do anymore.
I hope you all are having a wonderful day, night or morning!
I am sure I will be ok soon, I just have to try to stay positive and sometimes it is harder than others, right now I am just having trouble staying positive!!