I thought I was doing well, and I thought, oh my I see the light at the end of the tunnel. Now I feel like I am falling down that hole again, I am spiraling out of control, I have started cutting again and I don't even want to go to school.
I feel like I am out of control of my life, like I am just doing what needs to be done and that is it, not even what I want to do but what others want me to do.
I will be ok, I know I will be ok I know I will get through this. It is just really hard for me right now and I needed to vent how I feel.
Hope every one has a wonderful day!