So the thing about funny stories is, if you ever notice, most of the time someone is getting hurt...
Well in my last post "Funny Story" I fell with my son, I thought I was ok, just a little bruised and sore. Oh no that is not all I took the kids out last night to trick or treat and realized just how badly I am actually hurt. My back is out and my hips hurt so bad it isn't even funny. At times the pain is so bad it causes flashbacks. Don't get me wrong it is still funny, but omg I am in so much pain. I will not be picking up anymore of my children anymore they are all too old for me to be holding them, the youngest is gonna be 9. I do miss holding them like babies but I have to realize that I just can't do that anymore. lol
So moral of the story every funny story has some kind of pain, lol.
I hope everyone is having a great day!!!
Funny Story!!!
Yesterday was my sons birthday he turned 12, weeeeeeelllllllll being the wonderful mom I am I decided to embarrass him at the bus stop by picking him up like a baby and singing happy birthday obnoxiously loud! ( I know, I know not cool)
So last night I was showing my girlfriend what I did and I picked my son up again, I was off balance, she didn't know it, she pulled my sons foot and I started to fall. Not wanting to drop my son I held him closer so I took the brunt of the fall, where I hit my hip, messing up my hips and back, then his knee jacks me in the jaw uppercut style. I cannot move my mouth much and I have a bruise the size of Texas on my hip/leg area, and my back hurts soooooo bad.
Moral of the story DO NOT do things to willingly embarrass your children you will get paid back for it in the end.
I think the best part of it all was my son was worried about me and I was worried about him, so while I was making sure he was ok he was doing the same. I know he is only 12 but he is showing signs of being and amazing little man, I am a proud momma.
Today I cannot tell you the times he asked me if I was ok. He is awesome...
That is my funny story, Hope you all are being safe if you are on the east coast and I hope you all are doing well!!!!
So last night I was showing my girlfriend what I did and I picked my son up again, I was off balance, she didn't know it, she pulled my sons foot and I started to fall. Not wanting to drop my son I held him closer so I took the brunt of the fall, where I hit my hip, messing up my hips and back, then his knee jacks me in the jaw uppercut style. I cannot move my mouth much and I have a bruise the size of Texas on my hip/leg area, and my back hurts soooooo bad.
Moral of the story DO NOT do things to willingly embarrass your children you will get paid back for it in the end.
I think the best part of it all was my son was worried about me and I was worried about him, so while I was making sure he was ok he was doing the same. I know he is only 12 but he is showing signs of being and amazing little man, I am a proud momma.
Today I cannot tell you the times he asked me if I was ok. He is awesome...
That is my funny story, Hope you all are being safe if you are on the east coast and I hope you all are doing well!!!!
I have been thinking
I took in someone who is trying to get off heroin, she is a very young sweet girl. She has been with me for two days and she is getting better everyday which I am so proud of.
Today I left here a note on her pillow when she went to work, yes she has a full time job, that just plainly stated I was proud of her and that I believed in her. To me, not thinking, it was no big deal, but I made her whole day the look on her face when she found it was amazing.
So on to my thought if everyone took time out of their day just to pass on a little bit of kindness this world would go so far. To me it didn't mean much but to her it made her whole day. You never know how far a smile will travel or even a simple kind word. It is just something to think about. I know this isn't a huge blight or anything, hell I don't know how many people actually read it but for those that do or should really give you something to think about.
A smile doesn't cost a thing, a simple thank you doesn't either.
I hope you all have a great day wherever you are. :)
Helping others
It seems like when I am at lowest point I find someone who needs help.more than I do, and it always makes me realize that if I wasn't here they wouldn't be either.
These people always have something I can do to help whether it is just a place to sleep for the night or help getting off a horrible kind of drug. I am no kind of therapist or counselor bit these people listen to my advise and do what I ask of them, and at the end it makes me happy to know that I made even a small difference in that persons life and like maybe I am here for a reason.
Right now I have a friend who is trying to stop heroin, she is going on day 4 of cold turkey quitting. I am so proud of her. We really aren't that good of friend so I really don't know why she came to me but I am so glad she did, I have sat and talked to her through her pain, held her and rocked her when she has thought she couldn't do it, and I wonder to myself why can't o do this for myself. How is it so easy to help.others when I cannot even help myself. I know everyone is here for a reason I really thought mine was here to do hair, but then I realized tonight while telling this girl she can do this and the she is amazing that I do help, I may not.be helping hundreds of people but I do make a small difference in some peoples lives.
I just want all of you to know that you.may not know what it is yet but you are destined for great things, so don't give up yet. I know I will have my moments still but realizing that I can help someone is a great feeling.
I hope you are having a wonderful day wherever you are.
I cut again
I am having a lot of trouble right now with self harm. I have been cutting more and more each day. Last night I probably should have gone and gotten stitched up but I went to bed instead.
I really wish this depression would go away, I just don't know.if.I can shake.it.this.time and believe.me I am trying.
I just thought I would let everyone know what was going on with.
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