YAY

I talked with my CSS today (community service specialist) she is someone who was appointed to help me getting out into the community, like going to the store, the doctor, and other everyday things. She told me that I am doing amazing that in the last month or two she has seen great improvement in me. I am so excited!!!! They haven't told me that in a long long time I started going backward, So now I am showing improvement.

I am excited to say that I feel like I am improving!!! I am starting to feel good about myself, I know there could possibly be a few steps back but I am trying and it feels good to know I made progress!!!


This post is probably all over the place but I am excited!!!!!

bullying

Bullying is something that happens everyday and there has been a lot of exposure on this subject. I would like to know how a close friend of mine has not been helped with the bullying that is happening to her daughter you might know this mom and her daughter she is the owner of Slap dash mom blog. Her daughter is Jenelle, and she has been bullied this whole school year non stop they are calling her all sorts of names and just being plain horrible. Sadie has contacted everyone she can think of and no one is doing a thing about it.

She recently found out that the teachers and staff at the school are laughing behind her back as well saying she is a fake and a phony because she continued to help out at school even after the bullying started.

What the hell is this school thinking allowing this to happen? What the hell is wrong with these so called adults to allow this wonderfully sweet child to be miserable and bullied everyday of school.

She used to love school and now she hates it and cries at the thought of going.

I don't know how many of my followers actually read this but if you do could you please go to Slap dash mom and please share this link she needs all the support she can get. Since no one else is helping!

Thank you for all your help in this, I believe this all goes along with abuse and in my personal opinion it is the worse kind.

Regrets (picture)

Jaded

I hate to be so jaded that I cannot trust anyone. My supposed best friend betrayed me in a way I have never been before, I have a lot of problems, I am a cutter and I am super depressed. I tried to kill myself a few months back I took 48 sleeping pills but before I could swallow them my girlfriend and supposed best friend walked in and made me spit them out (forcefully). Well exbf decided, for what reason I don't know, to take a picture of it. Then at some point I don't know if I was sleep or what but she decided to take a picture of the fresh cuts on my legs. She then went to school where we both attended and not only told EVERYONE what happened but showed them all the pictures she took. I had been on a leave of absence at the time so I had no idea she had done this. When I went back to school everyone was talking about it and asking me about it. I was humiliated no one there knew my personal business, they only knew the basics about me, my name that I had kids and that I was gay, that is it. I didn't feel they needed to know anything else. It caused me a lot of emotional trauma and set me back a little so I missed some school. Well she also told everyone I wasn't coming back to school so the director of the school decided to terminate me.

I am so hurt by all of this and on top of it my girlfriend is still talking to my exfriend I am in total shock. I got a phone call from my girlfriend today asking if I was going to be home soon because ex friend was coming over and she didn't want me to be there. WHAT?!?!?!?!? that is my house I will be there if I want she is the one who isn't allowed there, I am so hurt and confused right now I don't even know what to do.

Nothing is weaker (picture)

Flashbacks (quotes)

without my kids (quote,picture)